It's my Blogoversary!!

It's my Blogoversary today!! A Bit of Miss Tiff has officially been around for a year!! Just want to thank all of my loyal readers! Thanks so much!


It's officially been a year since I started this little blog. So many things have happened and I've blogged about all of them. I looking forward to another year of blogging fun. I just can't believe it's already been a year. Man, how time flies by....

A few decisions...

So, today I decided a few important things. OK, not so important but still things I thought I should share with the blogosphere.

1.) Your Co-worker should never tell you it's been slow all day and you should have no problems closing tonight. The main reason being because since your Co-worker just said that it will inevitable end being a crazy chaotic crappy night. Which was exactly how my night went. It was busy as hell and people were cranky. Of course, it all started after she left.

2.) It shouldn't be snowing. Hello, it's friggin April. Can I please have some sunshine and spring weather?? Is that too much to ask for? In the last few days it's gone from bright and sunny, to rainy and windy, and now to snowing and cold. Stupid Indiana weather. I hate you.

3.) My subconscious is telling me I need to drink tonight. I stopped to pick up pop tonight and mistakenly went down the liquor aisle. Hmm.. Coincidence? I think not. I could use a bottle of wine or a stiff drink after my night of work.

Just hanging out on a Sunday...

I'm always off from work on Sundays. I've sort of gotten to the point where I have pretty much a ritual going on. It's the only day I get to turn of my alarm clock and sleep in a bit. When I get up I usually eat breakfast and make myself a to do list, which usually consists of doing laundry, some cleaning, and whatever else needs to be done that day/week. I never make my lists too long because on Sunday evenings I usually hang out with the Guy Friend or my family. The Guy Friend and I usually meet up at his place for dinner and watching tv around 7ish. We've been doing this for a little while now. Sometimes we don't get together every Sunday sometimes we skip a Sunday here or there. Like last Sunday when we both had plans with our families. So tonight I'm going to head on out to the Guy Friend's house and were going to watch a couple of shows we like to watch and then we are going to watch the movie "Wanted". Neither one of us have seen it. I hear the movie is good. I'll let you know what I think of it.

New Territory...

Life has been kind of blah and boring. Which is part of the reason why I haven't blogged lately. Not too mention every time I sat down to blog I couldn't think of anything to blog about. I've been just working a lot and on my days off relaxing and hanging out with friends and family. Nothing to exciting going on in my world. Just trying to get through each week.

The other day I heard from my Ghetto Ex. The guy I dated before Mr Romance. I have no idea why he has decided to contact me again. Like I would be even interested in going down that road again. I'm still kind ticked off that he has my new number. Ugh. I was ignoring his texts and calls but the other day I finally took a friend's advice and told him to leave me alone. Haven't heard from him since. Let's hope I don't hear from him again. I don't know why he wanted to get in touch with me. Maybe he heard that Mr Romance and I had broke up and thought it would be ok to contact me. It's not.

Speaking of Mr Romance. I really need to think of something better to refer to him now. I guess I'll refer to him as the Guy Friend. We are still trying to be friends. It's still a little bit awkward but it's getting easier all the time. We've been hanging out at least once a week and we talk almost everyday. My heart is still healing though so sometimes it's still kind of hard to be around him. But, like I said it's getting easier as time goes by. It's kind of weird but we still are able to talk about anything and everything with each other. It seems like we're still pretty close even though we are just friends now. I've never stayed friends with an Ex before so this is all new territory for me. Kind of strange but kind of good too.

Little tidbits...

Little tidbits of what I've been doing and what's been going on:

- Had my nephew Jordan's 5th Birthday party on Sunday. It was Incredible Hulk themed. My sister actually found an Incredible Hulk Operation game. It's kind of awesome.

-Finished reading "The Reader" yesterday. Now I can go see the movie. I'm totally excited about it. I've been wanting to see it for a little bit now.

-Had a argument with him (Mr Romance) on Saturday night but made up and we hung out on Sunday. I'm still trying to do the whole friends thing with him. It's kind of hard, really hard but I'm still trying.

- My doctor finally found a medicine that takes away my migraines pretty quickly but the other medicine he put me on for preventing them isn't really doing it. I'm still getting them as often as I did. One out of two isn't bad. I'm just happy that I can take something that actually works and gets rid of them.

-Trying to work as much as possible to keep myself busy and make extra money. Trying to save up for a few things.

- I'm going back to school this fall. I decided a while back and have started getting things in gear for it. I'm kind of looking forward to it.

Work can be so freakin draining...

I'm so worn out from working today that I don't feel like doing anything tonight. I don't feel like hardly moving let alone going out with friends or anything. Thank God for lounging time.. So I'm spending the night in watching movies and perhaps doing a little bit of reading. I've got "The Duchess" sitting by my tv waiting to be watched. I've been wanting to watch the movie for the past like five days or so but haven't had time to watch it from working so much and stuff. I've also got a copy of the book "The Reader" that I'm like 3/4 the way through. I keep looking over at it wondering if I'm going to finish it in the next two days since I have Sunday and Monday off. I hope so. I want to go see the movie soon. I kind of have this little thing where I like to read the book before going and seeing a movie that based on a novel. Usually I have no problem doing this since I love reading and everything. So it shouldn't be a problem for this one either. It's a pretty good novel so far so I'm hoping the movie will be good as well.

Tomorrow afternoon we are having a birthday party for nephew who just turned 5 on Friday. I'm hoping everything goes well and he enjoys it. I got his present today. It was a great deal. It was originally 50 bucks marked down to 17. I grabbed that thing quicker than quick. Now I've just got to wrap it and I'm all ready for the party.

Sweet Jesus. I'm so freakin tired. I feel like I've not slept in days. Work has been kicking my ass lately. Oh well at least I'm making money. I will admit though that I live for my days off. So I'm really looking forward to tomorrow and Monday.

When I say I'm ok, I'm really not...

I've always been the type of person who says I'm ok when I'm really not. Especially in those times when it would hurt or make the other person feel bad. I'm not really sure why I am this way but I've been told that it's because I care too much. I care too much about other people and their feelings than my own. I don't know but I swear if Mr Romance (he's going to be referred to ask Mr Heartbreaker from now on) asks me if I'm ok I'm going to scream.

I may be saying I'm ok to you but take a good long look at me. Read between the lines. I'm not ok. I won't be ok any time in the near future. I'm not alright. No it's not easy for me to still talk to you and try to be your friend. None of it is easy for me. None of it is ok with me. I'm nowhere near alright.

I know he notices the little things that are sure signs that I'm not ok. The way my voice sounds when I'm on the verge of tears. The way I abruptly need to go. When I'm not my perky self. All you do though is ask if I'm ok even though you know I'm not. You don't try to fix the problem or give me my space to deal with it.

I'm starting to wonder if it even matters to him whether or not I'm ok.